Just Shitty
I don't know if this is a pseudo-exacerbation or a true exacerbation. It's much too early to tell.
All yesterday (and so far today) I am absolutely exhausted. Not necessarily "tired", just very exhausted. I've been feeling fuzzy and spacey. Not myself at all.
AND THE KICKER .... my right arm is numb. Very numb. Not just a little numb, almost completely numb. I tested myself with a pin last night, and it felt rather dull. Definitely not as sharp as it should feel. My hand doesn't feel numb, just slightly disconnected. My lower arm is the most numb, and my upper arm is less numb. It hasn't spread at all.
I'm hoping that this is a pseudo-ex, and that it'll go away very soon. I'm thinking that I've just been overdoing it lately, and Saturday pushed me over the edge. It's so easy to do too much when you really are feeling good. This is a nice reality slap across the face. And it pisses me off.
Or since I haven't had a true exacerbation in 5 months, maybe it's my time. Last year I was much too active, and for the past 5 months I've been doing too good. It shouldn't be a surprise. But it still pisses me off.
All yesterday (and so far today) I am absolutely exhausted. Not necessarily "tired", just very exhausted. I've been feeling fuzzy and spacey. Not myself at all.
AND THE KICKER .... my right arm is numb. Very numb. Not just a little numb, almost completely numb. I tested myself with a pin last night, and it felt rather dull. Definitely not as sharp as it should feel. My hand doesn't feel numb, just slightly disconnected. My lower arm is the most numb, and my upper arm is less numb. It hasn't spread at all.
I'm hoping that this is a pseudo-ex, and that it'll go away very soon. I'm thinking that I've just been overdoing it lately, and Saturday pushed me over the edge. It's so easy to do too much when you really are feeling good. This is a nice reality slap across the face. And it pisses me off.
Or since I haven't had a true exacerbation in 5 months, maybe it's my time. Last year I was much too active, and for the past 5 months I've been doing too good. It shouldn't be a surprise. But it still pisses me off.

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